moonbeam
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It's that time of year again...
hey everyone...today, is yet again another boring day for singles everywhere...and also a romantic day for couples everywhere...and a fun day for a group of single friends everywhere...and a painful day for virgins everywhere...and a payday for whores everywhere...and a bad day for guys everywhere who aquire STDs from the whores they had to get b/c the virgins they tried to get some from, used pepper spray on 'em....
WOA, ok, gettin' a lil' carried away there. But seriously, Valentines day seems to mean something different to everyone..
But that's not my point to this whole journal today...my point is to send another "suttle" msg to the one whom i spoke too soon to on the 24th...
I guess I'm not as strong as I thought I was, I tried to wait, but it's getting so hard and started to feel insecure...I'll try harder, I promise, this aI can keep...I want to wait...
I know why you did that, if I had gone furthur, the possibilities would have been erased-I assume that be my reasoing for the shaking of my hands when I typed.
My inquiry turned into diving, but my going deep went plumeting to the core too fast, like an elevator..thx for catching the lines, right before hitting the bottom, and killing the load...
I know now the answer to my question from b4; and if you can wait, and want to, I must be insecure.
I have a problem of kissing a guy b4 I even know them as a friend-then having them throw me back for something better..and when I don't swim to the hook first, a beautiful Arctic Char is caught. So what happens when a carp like me lies on their hook? Would anyone even consider me over something like that? I guess it's a fear thing again...
I keep thinking that I have to get there first, before another, before leaving, before, death. It's always there, it'll always be coming.
What does it matter if it comes tommorow, or 50 years?
Though, I can wait, yes I know now I can wait. I need to wait, to be a friend.. I WILL wait, I want to wait..b/c now, I'm not quite ready..close but not all, not all there yet. I need to find more of myself, b4 I can give a part of it away to someone else. I know you know that.. that I..
Just so you know though, I'm here,
WOA, ok, gettin' a lil' carried away there. But seriously, Valentines day seems to mean something different to everyone..
But that's not my point to this whole journal today...my point is to send another "suttle" msg to the one whom i spoke too soon to on the 24th...
I guess I'm not as strong as I thought I was, I tried to wait, but it's getting so hard and started to feel insecure...I'll try harder, I promise, this aI can keep...I want to wait...
I know why you did that, if I had gone furthur, the possibilities would have been erased-I assume that be my reasoing for the shaking of my hands when I typed.
My inquiry turned into diving, but my going deep went plumeting to the core too fast, like an elevator..thx for catching the lines, right before hitting the bottom, and killing the load...
I know now the answer to my question from b4; and if you can wait, and want to, I must be insecure.
I have a problem of kissing a guy b4 I even know them as a friend-then having them throw me back for something better..and when I don't swim to the hook first, a beautiful Arctic Char is caught. So what happens when a carp like me lies on their hook? Would anyone even consider me over something like that? I guess it's a fear thing again...
I keep thinking that I have to get there first, before another, before leaving, before, death. It's always there, it'll always be coming.
What does it matter if it comes tommorow, or 50 years?
Though, I can wait, yes I know now I can wait. I need to wait, to be a friend.. I WILL wait, I want to wait..b/c now, I'm not quite ready..close but not all, not all there yet. I need to find more of myself, b4 I can give a part of it away to someone else. I know you know that.. that I..
Just so you know though, I'm here,
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